So I totaly made maybe the biggest mistake I possibly could today... I'm such an IDIOT for being myself.. I'm an idiot because I'm doing what's on my mind, and not what's on hers... I feel like I could just go and play in traffic with out a care in the world, but it's not what I want, or I'd do it... She wouldn't want me to, so I can't... I'm screwing up and I can tell... I.. I just.. I don't know what to do right now... I feel so just BLEH I can't even explain my mood...
Anyways I just needed to rant... Peace